| Saturday, September 18th, 2004 |
| 2:30 am |
So I have a new Journal...It's friends only Falseboundangel So Reply and I'll add you...if you dont reply to this...then you are dead to me LJ style. |
| Sunday, September 12th, 2004 |
| 5:40 am |
I had a great Idea. Let's all take a digital camera. Take pictures of our day. Post on livejournal with a story. Kind of like a still life movie of you life....FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 5:34 am |
I really have nothing to post about anymore. Nothing fun goes on in my life...and you know what. I like it like that. Its very simple and enjoyable. Tonight, I did a photo session with Sarah and Emily. It was soo awesome. I really enjoyed it, but I don't thing I could do it every weekend. I really want to move. I've decided that I can't stand living here. I feel like it holding back socially. I would love to do more things were ppl just come over and we sit and have coffee and talk. But I don't. i feel like I don't want to share the world with the people I live with. Sad huh. Anywho...I'm tired/ goodnight |
| Saturday, September 11th, 2004 |
| 3:51 am |
I havn't updated in a while....
Because there is nothing going on. I saw RE2 today...holy shit that is a great sequal. I loved every minute of it. It was sooo cool, I love Milla Joloavich. Anywho... GO SEE ITThe only other thing i really want to say it.... I saw the cutest couple...They were so inspiring. I talked to them for about 30 min of there lives. There were married for 40 yrs. The always make fun of each other...but they love each other sooo much they didn't know what to do without each other. At one point the gentleman told me that if she died...he would die from a broken heart. And if that didn't kill him, he couldn't live any type of life without her. That almost made me start crying. I was in soo much awww....then the lady turned to him and said you die cause you'd never make yourself dinner. HAHA it was so funny. Then later when i walked away, they were talking about lunch and the price (they were acually yelling that cause they were deaf) Last thing...stupid bi/str8 bois....your soo bad in bed. I never have good sex. But you know what little R, you have a nice ass. Current Mood: mellowCurrent Music: The Postal Service_where I am |
| Saturday, September 4th, 2004 |
| 10:40 pm |
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| Thursday, September 2nd, 2004 |
| 7:51 pm |
I think I'm fed up with everything....I needed something to get me going and I think I found it. I'm sick of the self pity, I done.... Who wants to go out this weekend. Who knows of some fun hot spots. Who wants to get dressed up and trashed at every bar I can find. Who on here have I not met and wants to meet me someplace. C'mon, lets go and have fun Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Goldphrapp-Stricked Machine |
| Tuesday, August 31st, 2004 |
| 11:28 pm |
At approximatly 9am on 8/31/04 (7pm on the 30th our time) my grandfather In thailand passed away. He was a very ill man so this was an enebidabilty. It wasn't a surprise, but still I can't help but feel sorrow. I hate how I was told too. My sister came onto my room. And just bellowed "Grandpa died"...She didn't even sound like she cared. She still had what I could pick up as happiness in her voice from the baseball game she came too. After she said that, she said she already morned from the 1st time we thought he died. Then she started talking about other things. I wanted to yell get the hell out of my room you stupid fat bitch. Don't you understand anything. I tried to yell...the only thing that came out was "do you have my Final Fantasy 10 game?"I stared blankly at her....I didn't even listen to what she had to say. After sitting for a min, I went to see how my mother was. She was crying. I have never seen her do that in a while. She is the strongest person in this family. SHe was broken. BROKEN. I started crying...I didn't know what to do. I held her hand. She told me to shut the door cause she was cold. We didnt say anything to each other all night. It was a very sad thing... My stomache hurts, I can't stop eating. I know I'm full...but I can't help but want to keep eating... A couple of cool facts about my Grandfather. Born in Cambodia Was station in Laos during the war. Met my grandmother in there, and merried her and had 14 kids. During the war he parachuted into enimy territory to disable radio control. He has a tattoo of a page of a religous book tattooed on his back which tells the story of creation, complete with pictures. Owned over 20 achers of land in Udonthaini. My only regret is never being able to talk to him in Thai...but even without words, we still always understood each other. Current Mood: crushed |
| Thursday, August 26th, 2004 |
| 12:08 am |
I'm such a nerd
I just downloaded Yu-gi-oh the movie offline cause i did not want to acually see it in the theater |
| Wednesday, August 25th, 2004 |
| 11:12 pm |
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| Sunday, August 22nd, 2004 |
| 11:23 pm |
Take the quiz: "Who is your Kill Bill Fag Hag?"
Sophie FataleYou love being surrounded by power and prestige. You both have a knack for language and the law books. You guys know how to fight, but prefer to harangue others on the cell phone instead. You probably met in court. |
| 3:55 am |
It's 3:55am. I did nothing on my weekend. I'm terrible upset. To be quite honest, I'm not depressed or anything like that, but this is the worst year of my life. I can't wait til 2005. |
| Friday, August 20th, 2004 |
| 12:52 am |
The top 10 party schools for 2005 are: SUNY at Albany Washington and Lee University University of Wisconsin-Madison West Virginia University Ohio University-Athens Florida State University University of Texas at Austin University of Georgia University of Colorado, Boulder University of Mississippi |
| 12:06 am |
Kir Royale Glass: Champagne Glass Ingredients: 4 oz. Champagne splash Rasberry Schnapps Directions: Fill glass with champagne. Top with splash of crème de cassis. |
| Wednesday, August 18th, 2004 |
| 7:42 pm |
Best Day Ever...
So I needed a day like today.... Went to work early (another easy day), so I could leave early. Get home and find a commision check from my old job. How fucking cool is that.Then I get home just in time for a "Family Guy" marathon on FOX. This day is fucking awesome. |
| Tuesday, August 17th, 2004 |
| 8:40 am |
Message(#6851-000339-1310\3391310) Hi, We appreciate your interest in our "Who Are You?" ad campaign. In regards to the music used in our latest Game Boy Advance SP commercial, the song is entitled "Situation," and is performed by Yaz. This song is off of the CD "The Best of Yaz". Please note that we do not have any information on the availability of this CD in the U.S. Nintendo of America Inc. Mike Chandler Nintendo's home page: http://www.nintendo.com/ Power Line (Automated Product Info): (425) 885-7529 ORIGINAL MESSAGE: ----------------- Posted At: 15:39:57.000 08/15/2004 Posted To: Nintendo <nintendo@noa.nintendo.com> Subject: Webform: Other Non-Product Related > Other OK, ever since your commercial for the GBA, I have not been able to function cause I have had this song stuck in my head for weeks. It was a really bad flashback. It's that song that goes I'm in love....I'm in love. It in that commercial where they talk about going retro with old skool NES games. Which is very cool BTW. |
| Thursday, August 12th, 2004 |
| 11:12 pm |
Should I be scared
So this evening, I had the feeling like something was in the back of my throat. Then i started trying to pull it out and it would come out. So i looked in the mirror, and i saw this big white puffy thing. So i tried to take it out and then white stuff started coming out, and It kept coming out. Fucking gross...I have no idea what it is, and im kinda scared and i no longer have insurence.... Current Mood: scared |
| 1:41 am |
I hate my life right now...I don't know why, I just do. I wish I didn't feel like this...burtout. Really I have nothing to be burtout about. I just feel like i don't want anymore burden on me. Some of you have notice I'm very anti-social...I'm not trying to be, I just don't want to leave the sanctity of my room. I hate karate....I don't want to work any harder then I want to...or need to...or should. The past couple days I've been very cynical. There is a retort to everything someone says. It's like the part of my brain that stops me from being mean (popular to contrary belief I'm not that mean like everyone says I am), being polite, and stops me from saying the things we all think, just shut off. It's gone. And thats another thing that pisses me off. Why does everyone say I'm mean. So I am rude to stupid people. I have no apathy or sypathy for dumb people. Common sence isn't a hard thing to learn.It very practical and used be used constantly...not sparingly. A lot of people tell me I'm very nice, and a lot of people get along with my "bubbly" ( ohh yes i have been called bubbly) personality. And if I'm such a mean person...why are you fucking hanging around with me. Is it because your so pathetic or desperate for friends...that you defult to me. I know I don't show emotion and I don't express how I feel when people say it, but don't say it to my face. I just really can't take any critism right now. On that same note, do you realize how bad you make people look by talking shit about them. (OK this comment is directed at my sister mostly) but people have such a negitive view of me, even tho were only fighting like brothers and sister do. People literally come up to me and start talking shit about stuff I've done...and then the question comes out "have you ever done that to your sister or brother".....-well yeah I have-. Fucking morons I swear. Ehh now I'm just babbling and pissed---- It's 2:03, I have to be in class by 8:30am. PS- please don't comment and make this post about you. Do not put...ohh I've felt like that before, or I know what your going through..I know everyone has. If you want to comment, comment something funny, or something comferting...not about yourself. It's very...............SELFISH. And I want the feeling of ownership and control for once. |
| Wednesday, August 11th, 2004 |
| 1:08 am |
Just got back from the bar....deposited my 33.03 check, I have 10 dollars and then a 62 dollar bill, plus i still owe my savings account 30 dollars....errrg. |
| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004 |
| 1:45 am |
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| Monday, August 9th, 2004 |
| 10:12 pm |
I have one thing to say...
hey MAMA this that shit that make you move MAMA... SO I am sitting here, bored as all hell.I am now a secret shopper for some extra cash...but the problem is, everyone in AZ has that idea...so I'm looking for a PT job, or I'm going to talk to my job about tons of overtime. |